Thursday, October 26, 2006
Thursday, October 12, 2006
back all the way in August
i remember the "conflict" that occurred b/w my significant other. it was talk, give and take effect, cons and pros, argument and persuasion, conversation etc etc.
well, i wore a jacket that i haven't worn since August a few days ago and i found this. I had it cut out from somewhere, really don't know where but here it is:
"Everything hangs on the outcome of a process of negotiation, which has you feeling like a puppet on a string. However, the more you see yourself as a victim of circumstance, the more you will become one. You are far stronger than you know."
and that was how i felt back in late July, early August. felt hung out b/c i was like a puppet being played with. Though i know that she wasn't doing so... and b/c of her own issues with relationships...it was indeed a tug of war occuring. Trying to persuade and make her trust me... haha...probably the hardest and most wonderful time in pursuing her...i kinda felt pulled. but as you can see, i pulled through and as i gather myself for a serious relationship, somewhere i've never been before and yet want to achieve.... it'll be such a feat and accomplishment and i want to make some things clear...
I'm kinda scared of being hurt and don't want to ever experience that kind of pain like in the past. I feel that the girl i am with will not disapoint and i have my whole faith in her to be true to me and I to her. I want her to be my foundation on this Earth help me with my faith in God. She is a godly woman, and i take pride in that, and i want to tell the WHOLE world about how amazing she is.
Even though we have different schedules and everything, you know i can be there to share your moments of troubles and moments of happiness. to see you smile and be a your crying shoulder.
i have had a couple bumps in the road and i'm falling apart, if you're the one for me, please make me whole again.
How should i reflect on everything in my life this whole year....?
Do not be anxious about anything (Philippians 4:6)
Anxiety should never be found in a believer. In spite of the magnitude, quantity, and diversity of out trials, afflictions, and difficulties, anxiety should never exist under any circumstances. This is becuase we have a Father in heaven who is almighty, who loves His children as He loves His "one and only" (John 3:16), and whose complete joy and delight it is to continually assist them under all circumstances. We should heed His Word, which says, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God."
reflect on these words:
"In Everything"
"By prayer and petition"
"With thanksgiving"
May we take these truths to heart, instinctively walking in them, so the result will be lives that glorify God more abundantly than ever before. George Mueller
Search your heart several times a day, and if you find something that is disturbing your peace, remember to take the proper steps to restore calm. Fancis de Sales
well, i wore a jacket that i haven't worn since August a few days ago and i found this. I had it cut out from somewhere, really don't know where but here it is:
"Everything hangs on the outcome of a process of negotiation, which has you feeling like a puppet on a string. However, the more you see yourself as a victim of circumstance, the more you will become one. You are far stronger than you know."
and that was how i felt back in late July, early August. felt hung out b/c i was like a puppet being played with. Though i know that she wasn't doing so... and b/c of her own issues with relationships...it was indeed a tug of war occuring. Trying to persuade and make her trust me... haha...probably the hardest and most wonderful time in pursuing her...i kinda felt pulled. but as you can see, i pulled through and as i gather myself for a serious relationship, somewhere i've never been before and yet want to achieve.... it'll be such a feat and accomplishment and i want to make some things clear...
I'm kinda scared of being hurt and don't want to ever experience that kind of pain like in the past. I feel that the girl i am with will not disapoint and i have my whole faith in her to be true to me and I to her. I want her to be my foundation on this Earth help me with my faith in God. She is a godly woman, and i take pride in that, and i want to tell the WHOLE world about how amazing she is.
Even though we have different schedules and everything, you know i can be there to share your moments of troubles and moments of happiness. to see you smile and be a your crying shoulder.
i have had a couple bumps in the road and i'm falling apart, if you're the one for me, please make me whole again.
How should i reflect on everything in my life this whole year....?
Do not be anxious about anything (Philippians 4:6)
Anxiety should never be found in a believer. In spite of the magnitude, quantity, and diversity of out trials, afflictions, and difficulties, anxiety should never exist under any circumstances. This is becuase we have a Father in heaven who is almighty, who loves His children as He loves His "one and only" (John 3:16), and whose complete joy and delight it is to continually assist them under all circumstances. We should heed His Word, which says, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God."
reflect on these words:
"In Everything"
"By prayer and petition"
"With thanksgiving"
May we take these truths to heart, instinctively walking in them, so the result will be lives that glorify God more abundantly than ever before. George Mueller
Search your heart several times a day, and if you find something that is disturbing your peace, remember to take the proper steps to restore calm. Fancis de Sales
Monday, October 02, 2006
A Fresh Start
Indeed
well to let you readers know, i have found an extroadinary girl to share my life with. =)
her kind heart, beautiful smile, the smell of her hair... gah ... stop day-dreaming kim. but yea... those descriptive words are for real =)
Oct 1, 2006
But other than that, life has been good to me, lots of homework not done yet.... gah... but hanging out with good friends with good times.
Oct 1, 2006
wooke up at 10:00... oh crap- worship pracice at 10:30. i get dressed and then Cindy calls... "hey i'm late for my own house" ... so i took my time, thinking Cindy will get back to her own house by the time i ate a little breakfast, read the Sports section, talk to my parents.... but no, she was waiting for me to pick her up at Finch Station.... i was like errrr, "how come you're now home yet?????" and this was like 11:15am. So i rushed to pick her up, went back to her place and quickly practiced the songs for worship. btw, Joanne was supposed to be at Cindy's place too but Cindy, duh!, wasn't home. and so she left. prob pissed no one was home. So we left her house at like 1:15. went to Congee Wong, ordered food, and found out the church was already open. gah. so much crap, b/c Joanne was already waiting inside. She didn't feel like singing so i guess, prob still mad at us being late ( i mean Cindy ). Hung out with *special someone* and she surprised me. =) a good surprise =)
ah 1.0's birthday dinner. 7:30pm @ Chako. Steeles and SilveStar blvd. (right next to Destiny) good times, good friends. We ate for like 3 hours at the all-you-can-eat Japanese grill house. Then we went to this dessert place and i had the white-est item on the menu- a banana split. lol considering it was a chinese dessert restuarant.
then called it a night.
=) happy
well to let you readers know, i have found an extroadinary girl to share my life with. =)
her kind heart, beautiful smile, the smell of her hair... gah ... stop day-dreaming kim. but yea... those descriptive words are for real =)
Oct 1, 2006
But other than that, life has been good to me, lots of homework not done yet.... gah... but hanging out with good friends with good times.
Oct 1, 2006
wooke up at 10:00... oh crap- worship pracice at 10:30. i get dressed and then Cindy calls... "hey i'm late for my own house" ... so i took my time, thinking Cindy will get back to her own house by the time i ate a little breakfast, read the Sports section, talk to my parents.... but no, she was waiting for me to pick her up at Finch Station.... i was like errrr, "how come you're now home yet?????" and this was like 11:15am. So i rushed to pick her up, went back to her place and quickly practiced the songs for worship. btw, Joanne was supposed to be at Cindy's place too but Cindy, duh!, wasn't home. and so she left. prob pissed no one was home. So we left her house at like 1:15. went to Congee Wong, ordered food, and found out the church was already open. gah. so much crap, b/c Joanne was already waiting inside. She didn't feel like singing so i guess, prob still mad at us being late ( i mean Cindy ). Hung out with *special someone* and she surprised me. =) a good surprise =)
ah 1.0's birthday dinner. 7:30pm @ Chako. Steeles and SilveStar blvd. (right next to Destiny) good times, good friends. We ate for like 3 hours at the all-you-can-eat Japanese grill house. Then we went to this dessert place and i had the white-est item on the menu- a banana split. lol considering it was a chinese dessert restuarant.
then called it a night.
=) happy
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